Thursday, September 17, 2009

Hurting People & God's Love

In the past week I have come to realize how much hurt there is in this world. Someone told me, “Stephanie, you realize that every week.” And I guess that true…but I need to learn it every single day. May I can make a difference and help the hurting and the broken find Hope & Love.
Last night’s message was awesome. God was TOTALLY there & I was excited. I remember David saying, we need to make sure He has top priority in our lives. I remember I came to that exact point 2 weeks ago…I had come to the point where God was taking second priority in my life and therefore NOTHING was lining up, as soon as I surrendered 1st place to Him…everything fell into place. One of my passions is to share God’s love with teenagers. I recently told a friend, “When I talk to people when they leave, I don’t want them to see me I want them to see God’s love shine through me.”

Each Wednesday night we do small groups and I LOVE them I can’t wait to get there each week. Its exciting to me to see what happens in those small groups but its never the conversations in small group that mean the most its always the conversations I have AFTER small groups. Like last night when I didn’t let small group out til 8:20pm (I apologize) but the students who come in know I’m long winded and they still come  but what I love most is when I have two students stay and talk to me til 8:40pm (by their choice) about their concern for a friend. && Then later when I get home and get an txt from a girl in my small group (I had told them to txt me or find me on FB or myspace if they needed to talk to me) she txt me saying that the words I said tonight had made sense to her and wanted to thank me. Yet, I DO NOT deserve to be thanked…those were not my words,,,those were the words of my heavenly Father…Not me. So I began thanking Him for the opportunities to love others. I had SO many great conversations over the past few weeks…not because they were necessarily under good circumstances but because I was able to share God’s Love with them. So after I’m on like cloud nine because of what God is doing in our student ministries the following is the Air 1 verse of the day, “Habakkuk 1:5 ~For I am going to do something in your days that you would not believe, even if you were told.”

For these are words straight from God’s book. He doesn’t give up! & He is not finished with us yet. What HOPE that we have a God that loves us that much!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Prayers Answered

Tomorrow is the end of my 1st week along my journey and i've loved every moment of it! God has taught me a lot about patience this week & has continued to remind me that He does things in His will. Its a daily choice for me to wake up and allow HIM to be my guide that day. I have had some amazing prayer warriors throughout this entire struggle and many friends who have been praying as well. I am forever grateful for the Brothers and Sisters God has blessed me with as I journey with Him.
This week as been a struggle, but in a good way. Wednesday night we had a big kick off at the church where over 200 youth showed up for hotdogs, hamburger, boiled peanuts, bands, mud, mud, and more mud! It was a great time had by everyone. I was genuinely happy on this night for i knew God has been doing amazing things and He continues to do amazing things. Thursday David, my youth minister, Matt Harper and I met for lunch. Matt and I will be starting a new Sunday School class for new believers starting tomorrow. We met and talked about how God has been working in lives this summer and how He continues to work. A revival is breaking out amongst the young people of our nation and there is nothing we can do to stop it. How exciting?!
So this week has been a challenge as I have changed some of the ways I encourage people. My prayers have increased, my time with God has increased as my direct encouragement has decreased. Wow, has that been hard, yet so rewarding! God continues to show me that He is in control as I had a prayer answered today as I recieved a txt from an old friend. She asked How I was and then said 'I just wanted to thank you for your prayers' that was the most profound thing anyone could have said. I was overjoyed not only that we were talking but that God was showing me that HIS timing is perfect, NOT mine. So Prayers have been answered this week as I have continued to realize that my passions are changing. I was talking with a dear mentor in my life today and i was saying how God had been changing my heart to work with unchurched youth instead of the churched youth in recent weeks. She said yes, but it was the church youth that God used you to help mentor first before He led you to the unchurched youth...God is doing some pretty incredible things as He opens up paths for me to help others reach their friends! What an exciting Journey that He has led me upon & I couldn't be happier that this journey is with Him.

Lord, Thank you for who you are. Thank you for being my Savior, Lord, Father, Reedemer, Friend, Healer and so much more. Thank you for dying upon the cross for my sins and for accepting me. Thank you for choosing to use me as a vessel in your kingdom. Lord, Thank you for never leaving my side & thank you for sending Brothers and Sisters in Christ to intercede for me and lift me in prayer. Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to pray for Brothers and Sisters in Christ daily across the world as their share your message of Hope! Thank you for leading me on this journey and giving me strength and perseverence. Thank you for who you are. Thank you for loving me. I love you. ~ Amen.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

My 40 day Journey

So i'm taking on a new challenge, a 40 day challenge to be exact. Its called 'A Call to Die'...over the next 40 days i will be digging into God's word and letting Him challenge me like never before.

After recent events of being far too pushy to others and bugging them...i'm going on a fast of txting people. No more 'How are yous?' or "Hows life been going?" etc. for the next 40 days. Yes, I still Care about people and want to know whats going on in their lives but for once...i don't want to be the one that initiates those conversations. I want others to genuinely want to be my friend back. So i'm fasting from those questions. I will still txt. So Thats my 40 day fast. I'm excited and know that God will bring me joy like never before as i stand in awe of Him once again and fall in Love with my Savior again and again.

THe first day of my journey this story is told, "Years ago, a young, uneducated man in Chicago named Dwight Moody heard a preacher challenge his audience, "The world has yet to see what God will do through one man (woman) whose heart is completely his." Moody responded instantly, "Lord, I want to be that man!" Over the course of the next few decades, God used Moody to lead throusands of people to Christ, to begin a Bible college, and to launch a missions movement that eventually sent over 30,000 young men and women to parts of the globe that had never heard of Jesus or had even seen a foreigner. Moody was committed to his heart being sole and complete property of Jesus Christ. God poured out his Spirit to him."

So for the next 40 days I'm asking God to mold me and make me, so at the end of these 40 days i pray my heart and soul is complete property of Jesus Christ, My Lord, and Savior.

I, Stephanie Deal, want to be a different person. I want to be there for others like never before, i want to be bold in my faith, sharing the gospel and when others see me i want them to see the hands and feet of Christ! I want them to know MY SAVIOR b/c i'm so in love with Him!

So for the next 40 days please commit to praying for me & Keeping me accountable on what the Lord wants to do in my life and in my heart. May the next 40 days be life changing and indescribable as i take on 'the call to daily die to myself and live for Him!'

Thursday, July 2, 2009

My Summer So far...

Here are 2 notes that i've posted of How BIG our God is :

3 ½ weeks ago I headed to Camp Pinnacle as a Support Staff. Camp Pinnacle is a Girls in Action camp focused on Missions. 3 ½ weeks ago I could have never fathomed what God would teach me in these past few weeks. I’m home for one week and although it’s good to be home, I DO miss camp and my camp Sisters. It is indescribable to be at Camp and see girls lives changed. To see girls stand in front of their peers and say “I knew Christ in my head but not my Heart, last night I got saved!” They have such joy. One of the most incredible things that I have watched is the joy and delight the staff have at watching one more girl accept Christs love and grace and mercy. Many times only 2 or 3 staff actually have talked with a girl about salvation or God’s Love. Yet to watch the faces of the staff members when a girl stands on stage and says “I got saved last night!” “I now understand what an important part my JAM (Jesus and Me) Time is because my cabin leaders modeled it.” The list could go on and on. The joy and worship on each staff memebers face is a facial expression I will NEVER forget, because it is a beautiful and priceless memory to know that girls are being saved and that we can simply be apart of that story through prayer and surrendering to His will, Not our own.This past week God laid on my heart to set aside specific time to pray for those leading in worship during our candlelight service on Thursday nights. During this time I began praying for the girls in their Encounter time, In the chapel is a big wood cross. Thursday night as I began praying I sat in front of the big wood cross and began reading God’s word and praying. After I finished praying I got up to go sit in the back pew to read and sit in Awe of my creator. I stood up and collected my bible when the bookmark that’s attached in my bible was hanging out. I just randomly opened my bible and stuck it in but something caught my eye and I began to read. I read Galations 6:9-10 “Let us not become weary in doing goodfor at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have the opportunity let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.” I was in awe of this passage of scriptue because it made me truly realize that as important as it is to pray for those who aren’t saved it is equally as important to encourage, support and pray for my fellow Brothers and Sisters in Christ. The past 3 ½ weeks have been incredible and I can’t wait to see where the next 3 weeks takes us. My only prayer is that I continue to remove myself and allow God to be seen. He is our almighty Creator, Lord, Master, Father, Healer, Sheppard, The Name and so much more. May we continue to allow God to use us this summer.
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So As you are all aware I was at GSU for college orientation this past weekend thing. Monday Night we had to go to the RAC (Recreational Activity Center) where we talked with the BCM and other activities we can paricipate in on campus. As we were on the bus talking with others on the way back to the dorms i mentioned that I was home for one week to do this college orientation but that im working at a camp this summer. One girl asked what camp? Which i replied Camp Pinnacle. I thought she was going to jump me...she got so excited exclaiming that she had recieved Christ when she went to Camp Pinnacle when she was in the 4th grade. I once again took a moment to Thank God that He has placed me at Camp Pinnacle this summer...with each of my 30 or however many sisters. I thanked Him for all of those that He has placed at Camp Pinnacle the summers before me and for paving the way to what is happening at Camp currently.I Hope someone reading this needs encouragement and that God speaks to them and they realize God has them at Camp Pinnacle to serve and teach other girls so that they see Christ and God will lead them to Him!Your Sister in Christ,

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Waterfall Pics

So since we are off on the weekends a group of us decided to hike to the waterfall & it was def. worth it! Here are the pictures.

The Group: (front) Denise, Erica, Stephanie, Allie, Tiffany (back) Tiffany, Angela

Devotion time at the waterfall

Isn't it beautiful?!



On Departure: (L-R) Stephanie, LeAnna, Erica, Angela, Denise, Allie, Tiffany


Sunday, June 7, 2009

Camp Pinnacle Update

The flag pole and globe...beginning tomorrow this will be packed with campers each morning!
The Beautiful Chapel

My Cabin mates & Support Staff (Laura Beth, Tiffany, Stephanie, Kaylee)


Our First day of work. Aren't we beautiful!?
Ok So heres a Real camp update. Tomorrow begins the camping season at Camp Pinnacle. We have a full week (which means 120 campers) the cabin leaders are very excited about this upcoming week. Please continue to be in prayer for these girls as they come and be in prayer for the staff as they minister week in and week out at Camp Pinnacle. It truly becomes like a mini family so fast when you are living and working together.
My job title is Support Staff, i work in the kitchen, dining hall, lodge, clean bathrooms, assist in candlelight service, and every other odds and ends job you may think of. Whats so amazing is that each staff member realizes that we are apart of a team and one, without the other couldn't make this camp possible. So we are all rested up and ready for a fun filled week with lots of campers and AMAZING moments with God.
Prayer Requests:
~as of now their are 700 campers registered our prayer is that 900 campers come in 2009..please begin praying with us.
~For the Safety & Health of all staff and campers
~Pray for those campers who will be homesick, pray that they always know God is the true comforter
~Pray that every girl leaves with the knowledge of who she is in Christ.
~Pray every camper leaves knowing Christ for the first time or that her relationship with Christ is strengthened...Same goes for the Staff
~Above all pray that God recieves all Honor, Praise & Glory through these 7 weeks at camp
Thanks for checking in and for the prayers. Keep them coming.
Serving Him <><,
Stephanie



Friday, June 5, 2009

Camp Pinnacle

Hey Everyone,
Dad and i made it safely to Camp Pinnacle about 3:30pm on Thursday. I'm having a blast (but i still miss everyone back home) God is already doing some amazing things in the lives of the staffers yet their is MUCH more to come. Please don't stop praying for us and for the girls that will be coming to camp shortly. It is beautiful up here and its already feeling like a mini family. I am working in the kitchen as Support Staff ( i'll post pictures of hairnets and gloves later). We are having a blast and learning lots about each other and about what God wants for us this summer.

Thank you all for the continued prayers i'll do a REAL update on Sunday when i have more free time. I'm off to bed...early morning.

Stephanie
*pictures to come soon*

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